Okay so last summer my ex broke up with me. he had gotten back from basic training and that same day he broke up with me. while he was in Missouri. He wrote me non stop and he was so sweet. i went to his graduation and on our way back he was texting his ex..it wasnt really a bad thing..he let me read them but it made me mad. so when i got home he wrote me on myspace and told me he needed to get used to everything. okay so i left him alone. i was hurt..he was my first love. but like 2 weeks ago..i went to the mall and he was there. when i looked at him i started shaking and i just walked away. he looked at me but didnt say anything. then when i got home that same day he wrote me and told me that when he looked at me he realized he’s a complete idiot. this is what he said " realized how stupid I was and I really wanted to go up and talk to you but I figured it wouldn’t be a good idea.
I know i screwed up big, and I just kind of ignored you… But I was soooo mad. I guess it took me a while to realize how stupid I was being. I would just really love to talk to you."
and then i wrote him back and i told him that i was never mad at him i just didnt know why he broke up with me and then this is what he wrote "I was just really frustrated with everything going on I think. I don’t think you really did anything. I just didn’t wanna deal with anything at all cause I had just gotten back and I was still really stressed out. I mean, I’m not trying to say it was the right thing to do, it’s just that I really don’t know why I broke up with you right now. I mean, the more I thought about it, the more I realized it was a dumb thing to do, and how I didn’t have really a good reason.
I guess i just thought I would be able to relax more if I wasn’t in a relationship.
Couple weeks later, I realized I was soo wrong but I figured it was way too late." Ohh and this "Yeah, I know I messed up pretty bad. I mean, after I got back, I kept wanting to talk to you but I figured you wouldn’t want to so i just left it alone.
I am sorry though, idk it just seemed like with all the stuff people were trying to start, it would just be really stressful. But I guess I was wrong." and now we text each other. he told me that he missed talking to me and last night i asked him if he regrets breaking up with me and he said that it definetly wasnt the best choice he’s ever made. So what do you think? does he still love me or like me? when he broke up with me i tried to convince myself that i was over him but when he wrote me i realized that im not and it sucks..
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